Damn You Boobs!

On March 7 I had a breast reduction done. I was really nervous before hand, but now I realize this is probably one of the best things I've done for myself lately. Literally the day after it was done I noticed major relief in tension in my back. Don't get me wrong, it still hurts sometimes, but I attribute that to the fact that I have a small curve in my spine and week back muscles. The only downside to the breast reduction is the bit of liposuction she did on the side (standard for all her patients unless they really don't need it/want it). Apparently my body doesn't react well to liposuction. For the most part my boobs have felt fine, the odd shooting pain, and somedays they're just plain achy, but the sides are what killed me. I've missed to many days of work because my sides hurt that much...I don't regret getting the liposuction, but it's definetely reinforced my thoughts on it. I'll never get liposuction, unless there happens to be one spot that I absolutely cannot get rid of on my own, and it's gonna have to bug me a lot a lot a lot.

I stayed home from work today. Actually not because of my sides though. It seems really dumb, but I was wrapping a towel around myself after a shower and I managed to pull the muscle under my left boob! And I think this was made even more painful by the fact that I just had a breast reduction 3 and a half weeks ago. Every move was just killing me. Tonight it seems to be better though, and I have a bunch of shit due at work by tomorrow at 5 so everything had better just be fine and dandy tomorrow. I have some of the stuff at home though so I guess I can work on that part tonight, that part is ridiculously easy, but oh so tedious.

Haven't eaten anything yet today, which is bad because I'm trying to eat 3 meals a day instead of just one, but because of my stupid boob I pretty much laid in bed all day and dozed on and off. Which is going to make falling asleep tonight incredibly hard, which really sucks. My boss is paying for my boyfriend and I to have dinner and drinks at a restaurant tomorrow night and then we get to go see a hockey game (all free, free, free, very exciting!), and I don't want to be half asleep for that! Maybe I'll try taking half a sleeping pill tonight and see if that'll help, even though I'm definetely not going to be tired.

Will be be back later with what I ate. And on Wednesday I'm going to have my official starting weight for this blog...which I expect won't be so hot since Tuesday night I have the free dinner...and I could be good, but I've been planning not to be for a month now. I really just want to go have a good time with my boyfriend (we don't get out a whole lot) and not worrying about what I'm eating. Wednesday is a new start (but that doesn't give me license to eat badly tonight and tomorrow during the day!).